Its has been quite a long time since my last post le. Hmmm, tis one wk, do nth sia. argh! Nth much to sae abt my this wk. hmmm, im quite ok le, working very hard to change and arrange everything in my life >.< stress ar. Hope can ok soon bahx

I here le. Hmmm, feeling so sians n stuffs. ARGH!!! Bcoz i knew wad more can i sae? The more i sae, its oso like tat de. No more strength le. Duno bahx, its been quite a time le, stil like tat. Nvm ba, live a dae, c a dae bahx.

Im here to update my blog le. Hmmm, this few daes quite busy ba so nv come in. Tired, just came up frm washing dad's van. He todae can come home le. Later gonna fetch him home lo. ArggHH!!!! i go bathe already, byebyex! =p

loving my everything!

Im back frm hospital le. Hmmm, todae almost whole class run away frm nite class, haha. Mi oso ran away lo. Todae is jimmy's bdae. We celebrate in south canteen. Very fun too haha, alex make the cream on my face sia, den i haf to come home bathe den can c ahpa. Hmmm, todae quite tired bcoz ytd 4+ den slp ma.

Take it or leave it;forgive & forget?

Hmmm, think i will try my best to forgive & forget. Realli dun wanna choose tis, but i think it will affect yingx n me. She oso wunt wanna c mi like tat. Hmmm, i think jus gif her some time ba. I oso try to take this as a break for mi, same goes for her, hope to recover soon from everything. Wad can i sae ar, hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, if we have tat fate, one dae we oso can b back together de bahx. hope i can rest well. =) Mayb being always happy can help mi to recover faster. Happy happy happy! U made my life so happy once, hope we can b tgt again one dae ba. Live well, takecare.

MONDAY;A BAD DAY!

Hmmm, since tis term starts, i hate mondae! Dun ask mi why, i wunt sae out de! Sianss, mi jus back from hospital. Todae after sch 6pm den straight go c ahpa le. Always dun feel like staying at home, realli makes mi feel so sians. Haizz, i duno wad to do liao, did i realli sae something wrong? i sae nth lo, she jus went off.

Im already vry tired liao, pls dun treat mi like tat. Everything jus making mi feel more n more tired of my life. Duno wad can b done now. My lifes in a real mess nw! sians. If u oso cant understand how i feel, i think no one else can le ba. If things can b change, i wunt come to tis sch! Haizz. =( xin shi wu ren zhi.

Im here! Tis morning i nearli cant wake up sia. I set alarm at 7 but woke up at 8 lo. Lucki ahbu woke mi up. But nvm ba, nv late for chushi. We help longyi 1st, saw lots of troupes. Hmmm, all shaolin pai de ba. So qiao sia, saw realli lots of frens frm other troupes. LOng time no c le, cant recognise them haha. Chat quite alots ba...
After helping longyi, we helped longtianmen. Chu 1dragon 5lions lo. Help till so sians, haiz. Den after tat, i go shentan den after tat ahtat ge drive mi home for bathe den i drive go c dad le lo. Feel so shag lo. ArgHh!

Just nw 9+ den reached home. Just ate hao dinner, but heaven bathe yet lo, lazy ar!!! Aiyoz, trying to help yingx but, duno nehx. Jus noe her proj topic, but jus haf communication problems wif her lo. Making us pekche? Hope no ba, hope she wunt b stressed by it. She's doing proj nw lo. Wonder wad i can help, haizz. Duno wad happened! She jus~, duno la. haizz. she no mood;i no mood. Life's so miserable;its jus so empty & meaningless. Haizz, gal ar, wrk hard & fght till the end, ok?! Same goes to mi ba, i'll wrk hard de. This is the 1st time i took such a long time to write this post lo, i think abt 1-2hr+. Hope tml can b a better dae! HOPE so! I HATE MONDAE!

Me just came back from hospital. Hmmm, my house de 2coms jus reformat hao, but sad de is most of my songs all lost le. Nvm ba, wan listen den go haoting.com lo. Sianss ar, mi todae whole dae at hospital pei ahpa. He better todae le. Hope he can get well soon n discharge frm hospital. Hmmm, miss gal realli badly, duno wad can b done to help mi. Love her too much le, its so deep tat i jus cant get out =( Hope tml can b a better day ba. Tml morning 9am nid chushi, ArgGHHH!!!! I go slp le ba, ytd no slp lo, jus cant stop thinking past things. Realli no think b4 im in this state nw. Haizz, walk 1 step c 1 step ba. nitex!

Wo hen sians ar!!! Real sian, haizzz. moodlesss nw lo =(
Jus edit hao my blog. Hmmm, wonder where's yingx nw. haizz, i duno wad to do nehx, cant be always like tat, but cant help mysef too;real fan lo. My life's jus sucks nw =(

Jus came back from hospital. Hmmm, todae ahpa better le, think ahpa nt so fast can come home ba. sIanss sia, feel so tired lo. Im not in rite mood todae lo, duno nehx, jus feel realli something so amiss. Real stressed up nehx, =(

Todae sch 10-5pm, so sians sia. Dun feel like going sch lo, but gt math. Den after sch, mi straight go to hospital. Hmmm duno sia, realli duno hw to go on lo. Alot of things just made mi so stressed, haizz Duno ba, hope can rest well.

WHAHAHA!!! Me lai lo!!! Ytd damn tired sia, tats y never post hehe. Hmm, ytd we helped jit heng chu 2dragons. Hmmmm, there are a total of 36 dragons there bahx, & duno hw many lions. Ytd quite fun ba, i saw 10-12 hueychias. Not pu tong one lo, chingay tat type of floats which is real ridiculars whereby i cant even find where the driver is hahaha. stupid me. Even saw our members help other troupex, haizz, kuku them. a bunch of rubbish lo. =.- Dun care them ba, ytd jit heng have 18dragons, the rest is bao by other troupes.

Todae, i nearli cant wake up sia, hmmm actuali plan to wake up at 8. Den at last wake up 8-9+ haha bcoz ytd slp at 3+. But manage to go c ahpa lo. He todae better alot le, can sit n lie by himself. hehe, but he still pain pain. Hope he gt well soon ba. Todae, im very happy, yingx sae wanna come c ahpa but my frens there. Nvm ba, im real glad tat she stil hen you xin wan come. My parents oso noe abt it le, they happy happy oso. They sae free den visit oso can de. =) Me todae go sintua, vesak dae todae, so gt the lian hua candles. Hmmm, todae in sintua, god oso ask us sing 12lotus flower haha. Mi onli learned till 6 lo, the rest read paper n sing, hahahahahaha, quite fun in sintua todae oso. Overall for todae, im still v.happy hehehexxx. Jus came back frm sintua oso. I hope everydae can b like todae, hope everydae can turn to b a gd one! Yingx ar, i think u see mi like tat u oso happy, hmmm u oso must b happy ar. Actuali ar, still always missing u haha, but nvm ba, let everything goes as it is lo. Still loving u as b4 sia, >.< shy~