Haiyazzzz!!! Its realli everything's predestined. Few daes ago, i jus guessed tat troupe sure gt problem or quarrel in this few daes or wad. Realli it happened! Haizz, me todae quarrel wif 2guan. Just argued over a small matter. Realli felt so sians in everything le ba. Few daes ago, i jus tot tat mayb im left wif my troupe ba, so do it well ba. But tis thing jus happened! Im sick n tired of it le ba, jus thinking nt worth it when 2guan quarrelled wif mi over this thing. Sae tis matter till here ba. When he is shouted at by kids when play or wad, he oso dun care de lo, n jus diam diam lo, den i always at side scold or sae back kids de lo. Nt bcoz he my cousin, he is our HEAD! Hw can kids rude to him? I duno la, if those few of them realli meant so much to him or troupe. By all means ba, mayb he dun nid mi lo. Nt i proud or wad, he will regret de la. Those kids noe wad? Onli noe hw to use mouth tok but nv even do lo. Those kids no power, no skills, no nothing but jus a mouth, if u realli dote them tat much, one dae u'll jus regret ba. Nt tat i dun side u in anything nwadaes, jus feel realli ridiculous ba. I used to side on u, but i cant take it le ba. Im like jus a idiot doing this. SIAN!!!

Haizz, im left wif nth gd le ba. Do heaven realli wan make mi suffer? Nvm ba, its so obvious lo, i jus lost or sick of everything in such a short time. Nw v.tired, jus came back frm chushi. Its fun when chushi, but sick n tired of maintaining those matters. Mayb u jus take mi for granted or wad ba. Soon one dae i'll jus listen to ur parents n leave u n everything unattended. Im like a idiot nw, so commited in everything but jus dun success lo. I haf my reason for nt quiting or letting anything go, but~, duno lahs, hope tml can b a better dae ba. ArgHHhh!!! Sae so much oso no use, but nvm ba, at least i can post tis out, dun always keep everything inside mi.

-Sundae 20.05.07-