We are like strangers le. I duno wad to sae, how to sae. Since sch reopen till nw, we rareli tok. haizz, i think even she n my classmates de frenship better den mi n her ba. Frm our close kuan xi till nw tis state, i realli feel so low mood. Sad ar! No one will understand me de ba, if one could, can he or she believes hw much i did for her? haizz. I duno wads in her mind, hope she realli noe wad she doing or wad ba. Im vry sad, realli sad. wei le her, i screwed up my everything. I duno hw to go on like tat. Jus nw, i saw them tgt, happily walking. My heart sank. sad ar!!! y cant i let her go, but i jus love her lots. =( i love her, but i hate her. Realli hate her, but realli love her alots!!!

-fridae 18.05.07-