Haizzz ya!!! Sian ar sIans, realli felt so headached nw. Haf to tell yingx dun always like moodless moodless. when i c her like tat, i realli felt so heart pain ar & nothing i can do to help! Realli feel so painful. Todae i nv go sch, they having lesson nw lo. Haizz 1st thing i got up in the morniing, i tot of yingx den sintua den troupe den studies, realli make my dae lost half. Ytd i wish todae can b a better dae but~ duno lahs. So sians to go sch nw. Haizzz, i noe yingx would'nt wan mi to b like tat, but i cant do anithng, duno wad to do nw. Like lossing everything already. Left wif nothing. Sianss ar!!! Everything's like in a real mess nw. Haiz, yingx ar, how i wish u r like in the past, always cheerful n wunt b bothered by anithing de. Duno bahx, dun always like tat ar, it saddens mi more when u like tat.

Lucki i stil have my ahpa ahma n my caring kor, they realli stood up n help mi alots. Hmmmm, felt so si pai. When can i realli stand up again?

-mondae 21.05.07-